Never let you go...

I was consoling a friend... 

It was about feeling lonely when friends leave...

My words flew like a river on the need to let friends go their way to find their fortunes. I felt convinced of the fact, that seeing them do what they want, is the joy of a friend. Friends need to go to find their life..

Then I suddenly felt a lump in my throat and moisture in my eyes... 

It was also about feeling lonely when friends leave... 

I started feeling what 'I' was feeling. It was the same as my friend.

My friends are leaving to find their fortunes, on their ways...

Slowly, when vision fades behind a pair of draining eyes, I stopped talking about the need of friends' leaving...

I just started feeling the need of my friends at my side... And the gravity of what I would be missing... The colourlessness of days... dry evenings... 

Closing my eyes, I prayed, "your will be done..."

But my heart still whispered, "I will never let you go!"

                    

End of an Era... Lost in memories...

Here comes a time, when space and dimensions would look different..
Leaves in blue and sky in green!
Leave some and comes others...

Footsteps are left around, to look and feel...
Aroma of Love noble lingers in air...
Gone is the real, come days of green and blue!

Time, whether bends or not is the same.
For those who love, life is a waiting.
And for the living, love is a lifetime...

It hurts, it heals. In the end, it laughs.
Its time- the mystic, who does the mistake.
Leave the world to itself, give us no more.

The sweet joy that swept the tongue today,
Would still linger in the mind, erasing the tongue.
Now, that's love, even when its gone!

End is a Nothing, in a world full of past.
Each moment comes with a promise of memory.
Waiting then is sweet, if not sweeter than love!

How much it means to me...

Do you know...

No... its a stupid question. I shouldn't be asking it. But I can't help asking it too, because I am who I am...
Do you know how much it means to me?
You don't...
You don't...
You don't...

Not because you are not able to understand me, but because you understand me too well.



You don't understand  how much it means to me...

I would die for one such word... I would.
I am in tears as I write this... hope no one reads this!
In the long run, I am able to delete important sentences out of life. But I am not able to delete the unimportant ones... like the one I just typed. You don't know how much it means to me...



One word... One word could lead me to unspeakable joy. The same would lead me to unstoppable sorrow.

I am vulnerable. I am weak. I know this. Therefore I am strong. That's my consolation.


But still, you don't know how much it means to me.


Word is life. Word is love. Word is light.


I wish you knew how much it means to me...




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