Pain

Dear friend,

You are my friend..

By all means, I want to remain so..

But the world is so much like a Jealous devil..

Love you like a boy loves his old pencil..

Loves it so much...

But ready to give it away to the one who he believes could take care of it well...

Life is a struggle..

Love is pain..

Heart is heavy whenever i think of you..

And I think of you always...

Death would have been better for me..

I want to escape into obscurity..

Not from you dear..

But from myself...

Dont know why cant I make up my mind!

Cant think of a change...

I tried forcing me..

I cant, I failed..

Love is pain..

Death is better than life in this scorching heat of separation..

Who shall I blame?

Me and only me..

Love...